Archive for April 2009

projects are self education

This might be sort of a duh moment, but sometimes saying obvious things can lead to sublime insights. No promises…

I am self educated. My last institutional degree was a high school diploma. Pros and cons? I celebrate the pros and am only vaguely aware of the cons. Ok, perhaps I am more than vaguely aware but damn the cons, full speed ahead!

I am about to digress. A vegetarian gets a lot of WHY questions, often asked with a whiff of guilt or a dash of aggression. The idea of vegetarianism seems to be challenging, maybe because folks hear it’s healthier or think they’d like to try but can’t imagine how they’d manage. The gist is that vegetarians often get thrust into the role of therapist – ho hum.  “Well, everyone’s body is different, mine functions really well without meat, but your body might need it. How about those Mets?” That’s the diplomatic subject shift.

Self education is an even a weirder trigger than vegetarianism and thank goodness it rarely comes up in casual conversation. If someone does find out that I am degree free they politely keep quiet about it, assuming that my parents couldn’t afford to send me or whatever, which works out fine. If they knew I deliberately avoided formal education, that might push more buttons than my being meat free.

I’ll save those buttons for some other time. I am writing this not to pick a fight with the traditionally educated, but to clarify a few points for myself and to offer some guidance to younger self educators. I know a very sharp young sister who, forsaking scholarships and whatnot,  jetted off to Vienna to hang with a film maker friend, juiced to the gills on bliss. I’ve got nephews who are building an alternate university in their basement. There’s plenty of brilliant creators out there who don’t see much sense in starting life with a degree and 50k of debt.

Getting excited about creating something is the essence of self education. Projects often require new knowledge, abilities and resources. Let’s back up for a moment. The first ingredient of a good project is excitement. The concept has to feel groovy, it’s got to be bliss driven. Otherwise, super human effort won’t be sustainable. Ok, step two is identify what’s needed, what will make the project’s jambalaya jump. The components or ingredients of the project become the syllabus for the self educator – what’s not known must be learned, what’s missing must be acquired. Working with the available bits and pieces, simple tests demonstrate that the essential concepts make sense, that the big idea is workable (or not). If tests fail, the idea can be changed or scaled back, guided by bliss.

In the context of The Desire Project, visualization, nonviolent communication, wilderness, Hawaiian language/culture and portable documentation are primary components. That’s 5 major components so far  – a lot! Not to mention the basic navigation and expanded sailing chops I’ll be getting from Kai. So this is shaping up to be a water workshop, a major self education event.

This is what visioning is all about, working with the emerging elements, cooking the project up. Certainly there will be more to say on self education as the project evolves.

NVC

NVC stands for non-violent communication.  Developed by Marshall Rosenberg, this approach to communication is about connecting to the feelings and needs of another. I had this on my radar screen years ago and now I’m ready to soak it up. I feel NVC is another of the emerging themes of the Desire Project.

Here’s a video of Marshall with the executive summary

or try copying and pasting this link…

Priority

Almondz gots to get launched.

To faciliate connections in Hawaii, I’ve got to refresh my own web presence, specifically Trickster Pictures and Artist house. I’ve got to clarify myself, Dan ghee.

What about that pesky trademark?

international name server and provider

Letter to Drew Kapp

From:     info@artisthouse.com
Subject:     image
Date:     April 29, 2009 9:25:47 AM EDT
To:     dkapp@hawaii.edu
Cc:     info@artisthouse.com

Hey Drew,

I really like this image. Did you make it? What sort of data was used? I’m planning a documentary around the islands this summer and would like to include this image (with credit of course) as part of the pre-production blog.    I’d also like to discuss how you might be involved once I get there.

The Desire Project

In the summer of 2009, two artists with an affinity for science sail the 8 seas of the Hawaiian Islands aboard Desire. The Desire Project follows their discussions and discoveries about global health and explores the idea of sailboats as placeholders for planets.

Mahalo!

Dan Kelly
231 882-0460

hawaiian_islands_map

Vision version 0.11

I see the Desire project as a pragmatic application of the ideas that are presented in Bleep and Secret. It’s one thing to gas on about the creative power of the universe while making with the trippy graphics, but what about a workshop? What about a real world demonstration? That’s what Terrorist Training Films are all about (see ‘Almonds’, the precursor to Desire). It’s what happens on North Manitou Island.

Hawaii is another highly friendly environment for creation, for sure. What with the big blue waters, Mama Pele, dolphins and a robust native culture. What with two mad men on a mad max sailboat. The universe is tingling in anticipation of our dreams.

I had a wonderful inspiration a couple weeks ago – I wrote a letter requesting permission to change a man’s circumstance, a man I’ve never met but greatly respect. If he agrees, I will bring his new situation with me aboard Desire and manifest it. I get excited thinking about having the chance to do this because the outcome is worthy and this outcome has profound implications for creating change on a global scale.

I recently re-read Ursula K Le Guin’s The Lathe of Heaven and I get flashes from it. It’s a cautionary tale but my flashes are always highly encouraging. I am not sure if my famous science fiction writing brother actually said the following or if I imagined it, but it’s one of my favs. “I write science fiction but you live it.”  Oh… yeah…

Dan’s to do (historic)

Priority 1 Hawaii and Desire

How to get there? shooters, craigslist, all sailing crew sites, container shipping, cruise ship jobs
hobo train Michigan to Cali
Find a boat (or balloon) from Cali to Hawaii

To refer to myself as a filmmaker, I’ve got to have one film released. That film is Almonds!

To faciliate connections in Hawaii, I’ve got to refresh my own web presence, specifically Trickster Pictures and Artist house. I’ve got to clarify myself, Dan ghee.

blog launch holyboners.com

  1. story of almonds and terrorist training films
  2. DOG trailer update

blog launch onDesire.com

  1. addresses
  2. chapters
  3. getting ready to go (public to do)

artisthouse.com

  1. hide or fix bad links
  2. dance.artisthouse.com
  3. edit.artisthouse.com

tricksterpictures.com

  1. almonds complete rotoscope and festivals

Priority 2

letter to anastasia
unerase internal memory
take care of laurence

Priority 3

whois information
international name server and provider

Done

all domain names renewed

blog launch DOG

  1. picon change √
  2. what about mistakes I have made? public? yes √
  3. text standard size √
  4. url for mistakes I have made √
    • movieboners
    • holyboners – the Making of the Daughter of God √
  5. almondsmovie url √
  6. categories √
  7. latest news √
  8. story of almonds and terrorist training films
  9. DOG trailer update

blog launch Desire

  1. addresses
  2. chapters
  3. picon change √
  4. all the email addresses √
  5. url for Desire √
    • sailingdesire
    • onDesire yes
    • aboutdesire yes
    • withdesire yes
    • ourDesire no
    • earthdesire yes
    • thedesire no

what about artisthouse.com – hide?

  1. tricksterpictures
    • refresh! bigger, better! √
    • link to almondsmovie.com √
    • link to holyboners.com √
    • link to ondesire.com √

order from still grinning for food cache √
autopay for keyspan energy gas  √
What about that pesky trademark? √

Vision version 0.1

For the last week, I’ve been fighting a rather nasty flu with an expired bottle of Ayurvedic immune booster. Rumors of a deadly Mexican flu outbreak in nearby Queens means I might not make it through the night. So this all feels a bit remote to me.

We can live in balance with Earth. A few know how. Other folks are trying to figure it out. Lots of folks have no idea and a few could care less, so long as they got their loot and goodies.

Some say there are just to many people on earth so our only hope is if they hurry up and die. Hurray for plague, natural disasters, war. if you really loved the earth, you’d kill yourself. But cool people should breed…

I like hawaii – I’ll tell my heiau story. how I stumbled on a living earth faith and had my consciousness raised.

power of the place

cetaceans – communing (another story)

visualization practice – creation

kai and dan

boat as spaceship, boat as ecosystem and energy cycle, island as planet

Plans

Kai is incommunicado until mid June 2009 as he sails from San Diego to Tahiti with…. For now, only Dan’s plans are in process.

Dan here – planning is akin to visualization. Project a richly detailed simulation of an idea, then take a look around and make an inventory.  Questions are another approach – how will I catch Kai’s audio when he’s got his hands full on deck and the wind is blowing? How do the cameras stay dry in spray? I’ve tried to identify the primary categories – gear, research, training, vision – that define most projects and then flesh out subcategories as they arise.

Faisal and I invented visualization movies the other day, short vignettes that document a future reality. The analogy is drawing or painting a picture of the hearts desire. The time, attention and loving devotion that go into a creative work produces not only the work but the outcome it depicts. magic!

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Kai fix

From May until June, Kai is sailing fom San Diego to the Marquesas / Tahiti. He is scheduled to catch a plane into Hilo, Hawaii on June 13. Desire has been parked on a lava flow with all her open ocean gear stowed. She has to be checked out, refitted and provisioned for The Project, which will take – as long as it takes. With luck 2-3 weeks. Thanks to a great friend of Kai’s, D and K have crash space and access to a pick-up truck for the duration.

Dive

I’m interested in scuba and free diving. Scuba requires equipment and training, free is mostly training.  My recently re-discovered friend Jason has gotten me re-excited about free diving.

scuba

refresher course
regulator
fins
wetsuit
booties
fins
mask
snorkel
tank (in hawaii)
harness

free
suit

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Trek

The ability to sleep anywhere is handy – in a grassy glade, a construction site after hours or in the coat room of a fancy hotel. Yes, I have. I imagine a return to Mauna Loa, some backwoods exploring and getting stranded on a nude beach for a week, like Secrets in Kauai. If Shakti still has her house there maybe I’ll get the chance to meet her. Anyhow, here’s my basic sleeping/shelter kit.

tent – light hammock or heavier dome
sleeping bag
white gas stove and fuel bottle
pot and spoon
ceramic water filter

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Health

This includes medicines and supplements. Having recently rumbled with a flu in Brooklyn I’m sold on Banyan Botanicals Immune Support – another of my brother Steve’s recommendations. Here’s the short list of herbs, roots and potions.

Eastern

Banyan Botanicals Immune Support
Chin wan hung – chinese burn medicine
Wan hua oil
Bone water
Sencha Green Tea
Buchu
Myrrh Gum
Oregano Oil

Western

Grain alcohol
Aspirin
Melatonin
CoQ10
DIM
Dr Hauksha’s sun block

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Vision

Vision is an articulation of the elemental ideas that motivate and inspire a project.

Why would two guys wander around the Hawaiian islands on a sailboat? Certainly this is a silly question – given the chance, who wouldn’t wander around the Hawaiian islands on a sailboat?

That’s enough right? Bliss is what it’s all about, so what other reasons are needed?

In my life I’ve learned that bliss must be complemented with awareness. That’s the only way to know whether it’s true bliss. Consumption might feel good, but it cannot coexist with awareness. Bliss enlivens all, it’s not about my happiness over yours or a greedy scrabble for limited resources. It is IMHO, the principle that will save our asses from centuries of koyaanisqatsi.

I know there’s something excellent about the Desire Project but I cannot tell you precisely what that is. I’ve got to infuse Desire with awareness and viola – vision!

etc.

Movie

We’re making a movie over here!

“Some Almonds Are Harder to Skin Than Others” could be thought of as the prequel to “The Desire Project”,  or a proof of concept. It proved that a 10 minute movie of Dan Kelly talking in the wilderness is not deadly dull. Cool! The HVX-200 and glass I shagged across North Manitou for Almonds is totally impractical for Desire. I’ve got to get from California to Hawaii without taking a jet. My luggage has to be minimized so I can hitch a ride on whatever comes along. Plus there’s going to precious little room on Desire, what with all the nautical gear and supplies. Enter the Vixia HF-S10, an HD camera shooting the AVCHD format directly to memory cards. I bought one in April and have been testing it, so far so good. Here’s the dream kit as of May 15, 2009.

Bold = got
Underline = gotta get ($1689)

√ (1) Canon Vixia HF S10 (Camera A) $1300
√ (1) carbon fiber monopod (converted boom fishpole) $100
√ (2) BP819 3 hour batteries $80 x 2 = $160

√ (1) BP807 1 hour batteries

√ (1) Macbook Pro 17
√ (1) Sonnet Tempo Sata ExpressCard/34
Sonnet Fusion F2 portable SATA drive 640 gb $250

(1) Canon Vixia HF S100 (Camera B) $989
(2) BP819 3 hour batteries $80 x 2 = $270
(1) HD6 Equinox underwater housing $899
(1) small carbon fiber tripod – sticks and head
(1) Century Optics DS-55WA-58 wide angle and fisheye $259
(1) Century Optics +7 Acromatic Diopter $200
(1) wide angle hood

(1) Canon Vixia HF S100 (Camera B) $989
(2) BP819 3 hour batteries $80 x 2 = $270

(2) Lectrosonics 400 Series Lavalier Microphone System $2837 x 2 = $5674
UCR411 Portable Receiver
MM400 Watertight Transmitter *
M152 Omnidirectional Lavalier

(1) small shotgun with windscreen
(1) wind screen solution for Vixia on-board mics
(1) rain enclosure for camera

(1) Brunton Solaris 52 solar panel $800
(1) Brunton Solo 15 battery and inverter $380

(1) lens cleaning kit w/rocket blower
(1) clandestine camera carry solution – no “steal me” cases
(1) waterproof case for electronics

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Research

Research is about the frontiers of this project, sparking the vision and pointing us towards interesting trouble. Also, what are some worthy skills? What’s out there, what’s worth knowing?

Hawaiian language and culture podcast
http://www.olelo.hawaii.edu/olelo/hoolele101/

The body contains an ocean

James Lovelock Gaia – a classic

Cetaceans in the wild

Free diving resources and education – Jason and friends

Scuba (NAUI and PADI) education in Traverse City, MI

http://www.greatlakesscuba.com

http://www.scubanorth.com/

NAUI First Aid/CPR Workshop
May 23rd — 9am to 5pm.

Travel

• Sublet the Brooklyn crib for the summer
• Travel to Michigan for pre-production, perhaps shakedown cruise on North Manitou with the new production kit
• Train ticket from Michigan to Cali
• Find a boat (or balloon) from Cali to Hawaii

So Jeff’s rule is – no jets. Jet travel consumes a crazy amount of fuel, it’s the stuff of big footprints. I’ll catch a train from Kalamazoo to Cali, that’s about $150. From there I’ve got to beg borrow or steal a ride to the 8 oceans.

• Rendevous with Kai and Desire in Kona June 15-21
• Find a boat back to Turtle Island August – September

Plan and publish

This blog is a tool to both plan and publish. Electricity will be scarce on Desire so we’ve got to make the most out of keyboard time. I want to compute less and live more!

Planning by blogging is an experiment. WordPress implements ‘posts’ for transient information and ‘pages’ for persistent information. To adapt this paradigm to planning, research notes or cognitive improvisation can be ‘posted’ and extracted salience can be ‘paged’. The pages might naturally form a sort of wiki (Hawaiian for ‘fast’). We can simultaneously clarify our ideas and share them, expressing a transparent and ‘open source’ aesthetic.

WordPress continues to reveal unsuspected utility.

Big lists

Kai called yesterday to report that he changed his ticket to fly into Hilo on June 13, 2009. I had just emailed him the day before guessing at his new schedule – I was two days off. They’ve had a few setbacks in San Diego but I expect they’ll launch within the next few days. Kai may do a guest post on sailbabalu, but we won’t be hearing from here for about 90 days. Until then, you’ve got me all to yourselves.

We’re going to have lots of fun together! Let’s begin by building to do lists. I don’t really like how this blogging software handles tables, so maybe we’ve got to resort to posting pdfs. Anyway, as things get done we can check them off.

schedule

Kai

April 30 – June 10

sail from San Diego, California to Tahiti

June 13

fly to Hilo, Hawaii

June 15 – July 15

Desire re-commission

July 15 – whenever

Big World Small Footprint

Dan – revised 7/01/09

May 24

Brooklyn, New York exodus

May 25 – July 5

pre-production in Beulah, Michigan

May July 5 – July 15

train to west coast, boat to Hawaii

July 15

rendevous with Kai and Desire

Dan – revised 5/24/09
May 24 Brooklyn, New York exodus
May 25 – June 5 pre-production in Beulah, Michigan
May June 6 – June 21 train to west coast, boat to Hawaii
June 21 rendevous with Kai and Desire
Dan – revised 4/26/09
May 10 Brooklyn, New York exodus
May 10 – May 20 pre-production in Beulah, Michigan
May 21 – June 21 train to west coast, boat to Hawaii
June 21 rendevous with Kai and Desire

Kai’s Babalu chronicles, April 22

Earth-day and B-day.

Still on the hard in San Diego. I had hoped to be several hundred miles out to sea on this day but instead we are waiting for the new engine, having torn out the old one yesterday.

I link up with Roli at the San Diego Yacht club and later  he and Kathy invite us all over for dinner at their place on Point Loma. I had met Roli and Kathy several years on my voyage down the coast in ‘Desire’. We crossed paths in Northern California as they were trying to get their new 38 foot catermeran home to San Diego from Durbin South Africa. See my ‘Voyage II’ logs for the geography and circumstances of that journery, or read it for yourself on their web site at: www.geocities.com/katitude99

Needless to say we became great friends then, were able to stay in touch and (unbenonced to me at this time) Roli shows up again in my narative months from now when I am in Hawaii.

Kai’s Babalu chronicles, April 18

After several days at the Shelter Island Boat Yard and a bit more than a week tied up amidst the ‘muppet navy’ at the ‘cop dock’ we discovered that ‘Babalu’s engine is pretty much at the end of it’s life cycle. We end up back in the boat yard to do an engine/sail drive transplant.

Astoria Virgin

Watch Astoria Virgin

This is supposed to be a video blog, so finally I am getting around to catching up on the chapters of the story. Here’s the first Vixia video from April 7, shot with an HF-11 I later exchanged for an HFS-10. Today is actually June 16, but I back posting this to keep them in sequence.

Astoria Virgin refers to the first time me and the virgin Vixia went to visit Faisal in his Astoria crib. I cut this little vignette to prove that one could get Vixia files into Final Cut Pro. It’s auspicious that my swell pal Faisal had his soul captured first.

Go west

There’s the getting there and the coming back. In the spirit of small footprint, I want to go west with low impact so no flying. Getting to California by train is reasonable, but leaping from CA to HI is another story. I’ve got to find a boat.

to do
find a boat

Progress

There’s so much to do I want to post a regular progress report as a tool to amp up momentum. There’s a point of no return that needs to be reached ASAP which includes selling the car and subletting the apartment.

I’ve posted the lights and hard drives on craigs and called insurance for the van’s body work. Lot’s of little parking dings to deal with at the shop on Monday – we’ll see what insurance covers.

Tonight I’m going down to vacuum and prep the inside of the van. Tomorrow I’ll take pictures of the rest of the gear and get it posted.

Kai’s Babalu chronicles, April 2

Aboard ‘Babalu’, Shelter Island Boat Yard, San Diego, CA

I touch down at Lindberg Field in San Diego having made a clean exit from Seattle. Erica and Hans ans Deduytsche had left Seattle a month ago. In the past several weeks I managed to sell ‘Torea’, my Ranger 26 sailing mistress in Seattle, my camper van, pack up my stuff at Jay’s and quit the ‘Aleutia’ project (the money was drying up and they were still a ways from the sea trials).

Hans, Erica and I work on getting the final stuff done on ‘Babalu’ for departure. Everything turns out more complicated than it should be, as it often does with boats. What was supposed to be a week turns into four weeks as we do everything from provisioning to fine tuning the sails and electrics.

Babalu Engine Oil Sample for testing
Babalu Engine Oil Sample for testing

Then the kicker, we have to replace ‘Babalu’s engine and sail drive.

Music

As currently described, all three of Dan’s kits would probably fit into the big backpack. It would be super if I could bring the little Larrivee Parlor guitar too, but that’s probably pushing it. I have no idea how I am getting from CA to HI as yet, “luggage” might be a problem.

Music for our adventures, can’t imagine anything more lovely than writing our soundtrack as we go. Of course, there are guitars in HI to buy… but the Larrivee has already camped at Secrets beach in Kauii.

Documentation / production

I am thinking that my current set-up isn’t really appropriate for the Desire Project. I’ve got an HVX-200 but maybe something smaller would be preferable, perhaps two smaller cameras rather than medium one. I’m thinking a Canon Vixia Hf11 – HD and solid state recording for $900. The underwater housing for this camera is also more affordable at $1200. It would be nice to have a higher quality HD camera on board but maybe renting better gear for special events makes sense. I’m more likely to drag out a camera and always have it on the ready if it’s manageable. Also two means that there’s a back-up.

to do

Vixia shoot and edit test at BH (bring my own lap top and memory card)
configure and budget dream kit
reviews on underwater housing
sell everything in current kit
Gitzo carbon fiber tripod (small) with modifications
Tenba case and dry bags
Macbook Pro 15″ (sell 17)
extra batts
solar charger (for field trips)
hard drive archive w/battery support

Camping / trekking

I am all about back country if the opportunity presents, sleeping cheap on the islands. I need at least a sleeping bag for bedding on our fine Desire. Add the basics – an internal frame pack that can hold a lot or a little depending – super light sleeping bag, hammock tent (needs conversion for ground use) pad, ceramic water filter, whisper light stove, bottles, etc.

to do

assemble kit
pictures here for kai’s inspection and recommendations (weight/space)
minimize
check included equipment for function
spare parts

scuba diving / free diving

I am NAUI Openwater 1 certified, but it’s been awhile. I grabbed my books to refresh.

As you know, I love water. It’s likely we’ll be interfacing with Cetaceans. I see bliss and insight in our future, in and out of the ocean.

I’ve got a regulator, tank, harness (non BC), weights, mask, flippers and snorkel. Regulator needs a tune up and tank is probably due for hydrostat. I also have a full wet suit (warm water) that’s getting a little rough but could serve. To lighten my load between MI and HI I’d leave my tank and weights behind and buy upon arrival. I am also intrigued by my friend Jason’s recent tales of free diving and his special custom italian wetsuit that keeps him toasty in ice water. Probably overkill in HI but I do like to be warm. I’d really like go farther with my free diving on Desire, especially if I’ve got an underwater camera rig.

to do
refresh NAUI
tune regulator (in MI)
research new wet suit

Dan’s plan

April 1st, count down. I am green to go, but it’s all visualization and hutzpah presently. I’ve got to sell a good deal of gear to enable this, so on my ride back from Michigan last night I made some decisions. I am going to liquidate my current production kit and reconfigure to something more mobile. To be announced. In the meantime, I’ve got to get about 28k of gear up on craigslist (including my car) and sublet my apartment for May and June.  Tho the Desire probably will wrap at the end of May, I’ve got to have time to find a ride back to the mainland and then shlep back to Michigan to recover cats.

I’ve got three kits I want to assemble for the trip. There’s limited space on Desire, so the kits have to be tight.

1) scuba diving / free diving
2) camping /treking
3) documentation / production

I’ve split these into separate posts to make the process of cataloging and comments easier.

I’ll post separately about training. As a matter of fact, I’ve got to go for a run before my coop shift at 6:00pm. Maybe I’ll go jump on that now.

Big World Small Footprint Continuum

Big World Small Footprint Continuum ~The Desire Project~ RAW
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 10:04 AM (not foolish at all)
From: “kai”
To: “j gallone”

Hello John,

Here’s the scoop on what Dan and I are building. We’re calling it (working title/concept) ~The Desire Project~ ‘Big World small footprint’. It parallels your and my ideas regarding the ‘Whole Sail Catalog’, life, sailing, sealing wax and all that matters. It’s, of course, a work in progress and Dan and I cordially invite you to participate in any way that moves you.

http://www.artisthouse.com/desire/

Dan can give you access rights to the blog if you’d like. Contact him@:

Right now the idea is for Dan to meet me in Hawaii when I get there. The blog is our working script to the filming that we aim to compose. If you would like to help Dan with the filming in Hawaii we can work that into the script, so to speak. I’m thinking 1st unit 2nd unit, flip flop, paddy wack, give your dog a bone.

Wadaya think?

Love and Peace. ~Kai